I'm past my third humpday and officially moved into my apartment. I feel like it's taking forever to get things squared away. I'm runnin on broke trying to get everything paid for and set up..just like my customers, i have installation dates and deposits going everywhere. a new couch is due next week and i'm looking forward to some relaxation as soon as the busy dies down a little. i have more than three days to make up for at school. i got to get back on track..fell behind because of the moldy situation at apartment #1. boooo.
I'm at work, incase the title didn't make you aware of that. and today it's about 30 to 45 mins between calls. it might start to pick up once it gets later in the day..i'm hoping. just so i can feel a little busy. when it's not productive i feel like i should be at home...if that makes any sense. but on another note of gettin it in at work..i processed my first price adjustment, which i guess is easy.
lets see...
i feel like i have to blog today because my it's gramp's bday..well it would be, and in memory it is. man i miss him. more than i could ever explain..so i'm not going to try, at least not right now. i'm trying this thing where i push myself into the positive and stop worrying so much about what could or might go wrong. not to say that i won't look ahead for my future, i'm just doing some preventive maintenance. i think i've used that term in a blog before. with that said, i'm looking forward to how this apartment makes me feel and how comfortable i've become just being home. i love it so much. i'll probably never move as long as i'm in arizona. i love my wood floors and my spacious living. i'm not even sure what i would have done with the extra room. i got rid of so much stuff and now i've got room to live. (:
this is what gramps would have wanted me to do..well today he might have wanted to go out to eat and watch some sports and fishing on tv..but he def would be happy to know that i'm happy in my apartment. that matters to me more than anything. i know shannon has got to be like "FINALLY!"!! i'm in school, working, and have my own place. there's always an obstacle, and that's my driving situation. i need to get to those classes so i can get my license back, or just move to new york! those classes keep me out of jail, so i HAVE to take those. i'll miss ten days of my life if i go there again..well 9 days..eww.
i've already been here two and half hours..it feels like 20 mins. i can't even imagine what time it feels like outside of work, that's normally how i feel in the morning. sometimes i think about if i were in school during the day and how far ahead the day students are compared to the nights. man...i need to catch up and get it in. i have kyle at home, so i'm going to do that hair cut today...progress is in my near near future! i just got to get motivated. something that takes a little push from the inner-enthusiastic me. ah.
what else can i possibly keep my hands busy with right now? oh i know. i'm going to give a shoutout to my new bestie at school. a real down native! hah. she's awesome and beautiful. her name is tahleka and there's a picture on facebook floating around of me and her. it's okay though, it's one of those pics where we look like we're meant to be friends (: oh and we noticed that we have the same skintone on thursday..crazy...let me share why i've fallen into solitude with this lady that just so happens to sit next to me!!...she's older than me by a few years, which is always a positive in my book. ms.dixon is a mommy/mommy to be. she's having her son in november!! she also happens to be the funniest girl i've met in a long time. she's from the same state and areas as michelle and she is good at what we do, gotta have a good right hand. i even let home girl color my hair..i'm in the process of going lighter..gotta love that carmel hue up in muh hurr. haha.
okay okay. so i'm not going to talk about the boy or the dog!! i'm not going to talk about lack of friendship lately and i'm surely not going to talk about how broke i'm not! however, i'm going to talk about how my bday is 29 days away!
count down to october 18th is now on the GO!
i've got 29 days to turn 21! and i can't wait!! i'm going to vegas baby!! but i still need to loose some weight and go shopping..that was my goal and i've yet to reach where i want to be..instead i feel like i'm growing!! no bueno. it's happening now. i've got to get my ish together.
xoxo
-b
