LETS THINK POSITIVE.
If we fall, we don't need self-recrimination or blame or anger - we need a reawakening of our intention and a willingness to re-commit, to be whole-hearted once again. Sharon Salzber
I would like to thank Ms. Salzber for helping me center myself today. Lately I've been so busy and all over the place that it's extremely hard for me to just get it all together. I'm starting this new thing right when I wake up. I call it...positive reinforcement. This is what I do to make me look at the day as a gift, that's what it is anyways, and just wake up in a good mood and be happy. I've been reading some inspirational quotes and the one above stands out and there were some others too. One mentioned happiness being who we are not what we are.
Makes me think about all the unhappiness I've been experiencing lately; unhappiness that I could have made into a positive atmosphere. This doesn't frustrate me, it actually makes me want to be a better person. Something changed in the last few months that let little things change my perception of the bigger picture. I've been struggling in relationships and feeling voids when it comes to the people in my life and i don't blame anyone, but I can admit that I start to feel like no one wants to be apart of my life because of the negative vibes. They come from the "fed-up" side of me. The side that makes me so crazy and just DONE with everyone and everything. I have the all or nothing personality type, which can be good..However, when it's bad it's terrible and makes me want to completely shut done and not be apart of anything.
why?
I'm working on answering that and fixing it. I've come to realize that not everyone, or anyone in that matter, can expect anything from me and I from them. That's the first step to calming down and taking this on..head-on. I am going to start by not allowing all of these little things to bother me as much as they do at this point. I'm 20 years young with an old soul and I get caught up in my own mind set, not thinking that the things I think about and do don't always make sense to my peers because I'm before my time. cool. I'm not trippin...there's nothing wrong with being me, I just have to stop trying to make everyone like me...I guess that's what I'm saying...or at least stop trying to give this advice, that I do often, that leads them to a path that I believe is right..which may be wrong for them. It's a learning process.
I was going to say so much more..I decided against that...
Instead, I'm going to wish you a happy weekend and hopeful bliss!
xo
-b
